Jace closed his eyes. He imagined the heat in his chest—the hot, furious, living heat—and he pushed it down his arm, through his wrist, into his fingertips. This is not cold, he lied to his own nerves. This is just the absence of something. And I am full of that something.
The pain was a white explosion behind his eyes. It felt like his skin was ripping into a million crystalline shards. He heard a sound—a raw, animal gasp—and realized it came from his own throat. But he did not let go. He wrapped his hands around it, the sphere searing him with ice. He stood up.
Jace frowned. He was a veteran of the live-fire courses, the simulated collapses, the sudden ambushes. Heat, noise, chaos—he could handle those. They made his blood pump hot. But this? cold fear trainer
The sphere sat there, malevolent and serene.
"Excellent," the voice said, warmth returning to the room in a wave. The floor thawed. Jace’s hands, stuck to the sphere, began to steam. As the heat returned, the ice cracked, and he dropped the sphere. It shattered on the floor. Jace closed his eyes
"I… can't," he whispered. His hands, usually so steady, were curled into white-knuckled fists at his sides. The cold was a weight, pressing the air from his lungs.
He thought of his training. The mantra. Move. Act. Do not evaluate. He forced his gaze from the sphere to his own hand. He saw it not as his hand—a sensitive, fragile thing of bone and blood—but as a tool. A pair of pliers. A clamp. This is just the absence of something
"That is the fear response," the voice said, with a hint of satisfaction. "It is not cowardice. It is logic misapplied. You see an object that will destroy tissue. Your brain, correctly, screams 'No.' But the trainer must overwrite that. The mission will not care for your nerves. The mission will require you to handle the cryo-core, to seal the hull breach, to retrieve the black box from the flash-frozen compartment."
The drone’s light turned green.
The drone’s red light blinked once. The air temperature plummeted.