“I love you too much to be your regret,” she said. “So I will be your memory instead. A good one. A quiet one. One you look back on and smile, not one that makes you hate the world.”
The rain had stopped. That was the first thing Dan noticed as he stepped out of Mrs. Velasco’s car and onto his own driveway. The world smelled of wet asphalt and washed-away secrets. He didn’t look back. He couldn’t. If he looked back at her—at Clara—sitting in the driver’s seat with her knuckles white on the steering wheel, he would break. My First Love Is My Friend-s Mom -Final- By Dan...
She didn’t answer.
He sat there, holding her hand, feeling the weight of every word. Then he did the hardest thing he had ever done. “I love you too much to be your regret,” she said
He closed his eyes and saw Clara’s face. Not the glamorous, laughing woman who grilled burgers at backyard parties. The real one. The one who had let him hold her in the dark of her living room two months ago, her head against his chest, whispering, “I haven’t felt safe in years.” A quiet one
He walked over and sat on the coffee table in front of her, close enough to see the small lines around her eyes, the faint scar on her chin from a childhood fall she had told him about one night when they stayed up until 2 AM talking about nothing and everything.
“Will you?” he asked.