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I am not the destination. I am the train they board in the dark, heading nowhere, but grateful for the motion. The world outside calls me a myth— six feet of muscle and menace, a walking fever dream. But at 3 a.m., alone in a hotel room that smells of latex and loneliness, I am just a man who learned early that skin is the only language some people trust. My father left before I could spell “abandonment.” My mother worked two jobs and still couldn’t buy me a future. So I built one out of what the world would pay to see: my body, their permission, our transaction. They don’t tell you that the Prince bleeds. That performance is a kind of dying— each scene a small death of the self you might have been. I have faked pleasure more times than I’ve felt it. I have held erections like secrets— brittle, desperate, performative. And when the director yells “cut,” the silence is louder than any moan I’ve ever sold. But here is the deeper truth: I am not ashamed. Not of the work. Not of the crown. Because in a world that starves people of touch, I became a feast. In a culture that teaches women their bodies are sins, I became a sanctuary where sin was just another word for real . I gave them permission to want— loudly, messily, without apology.

That is my reign. That is my crown. And I wear it in the shadows so they don’t have to. — Prince Yahshua, keeper of hidden thrones prince yahshua

They call me Prince, but no kingdom claims me. No scepter, no herald, no bloodline in the archives of men. My throne is a mattress in a rented room with soft lights and softer lies. My crown is sweat—pressed into my hairline by the weight of other people’s hungers. I am not the destination