So...: Seta Ichika - I Don-t Have A Mother Anymore-

Then, for the first time in three weeks, Ichika cries. Not the wracking sobs of the funeral. Not the numb tears of the days after. But quiet tears—the kind that come when you finally admit that a door has closed, but you’ve just noticed another one, slightly ajar, on the other side of the room.

The Space Between Notes

It is not a sad note. It is not a happy note.

The word hangs there. So. A bridge to nowhere. Seta Ichika - I Don-t Have A Mother Anymore- So...

A late autumn evening. The sky above Tokyo is a bruised purple, fading to black. Seta Ichika sits alone in her room at the rooftop flat she once shared with her mother. The window is open a crack, letting in the cold air and the distant sound of a train.

Her mother’s fox is gone. Buried.

Ichika’s fingers hover over the strings of her bass guitar. They don’t press down. They just hover, trembling slightly. The instrument is not plugged into an amp. In the silence, the only sound is the hum of the city below. Then, for the first time in three weeks, Ichika cries

She stops. The note decays into silence.

Ichika gets up and walks to the small kitchen. She opens the cupboard and stares at the row of instant ramen cups. Her mother used to cook nikujaga on cold nights. The smell of simmering soy sauce and beef would fill the whole apartment. Ichika hated the carrots. She would pick them out and leave them on the side of her bowl. Her mother would always sigh and eat them herself.

“I don’t have a mother anymore.”

A small, broken laugh escapes her. It’s the first laugh since October.

She doesn’t plug in. She plays one note. Low. Long. A single, sustained vibration that travels through the wood, through her chest, through the cold floor of the apartment.

She wipes her face with the back of her hand and looks at the blank permission slip. But quiet tears—the kind that come when you