My advice? Don't just save the PDF to your Downloads folder. Print it out. Put it on your table.
I recently stumbled upon a digital file titled simply: basque_azken_dantza_nyc_1998.pdf . Inside were scanned pages of a faded program, sheet music transcribed by hand, and a black-and-white photograph of dancers in white hermitage shirts holding hands in a small gymnasium in the Bronx.
I did something reckless. I closed the laptop, put on my headphones, and queued up a track of Txistu (Basque flute) playing a slow 5/8 rhythm.
To perform the Azken Dantza in New York is a contradiction. New York never stops; it never says goodbye. It reinvents. It destroys the old block to build a new tower.
There is a certain melancholy in a PDF file. Unlike a vinyl record or a handwritten letter, a PDF does not age. It does not yellow. It simply exists in a state of sterile, perfect stasis.